Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Got back streaming results, I'm in option 3P/chem physics pure history SSgeog.
I'm supposed to be happy, yet I don't know why I feel indifferent/sad.
Perhaps cos I was told that this stream has no future. :/
Anyohow, I'm still really glad that there's a chance for me and Leena to be same class!
haha then I'll CHOP seats! sit beside her :]
After that watched HSM3 again with cousins, somehow this time it made me wonder about my
own future. If I would be able do well in this stream, what am I going to do after that,
where am I headed to.And perhaps for that moment, I was afraid.Afraid that I'd be a failure,
a great disappointment to all those who had pinned their hopes on me.
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There's been encouragement though, at least I didn't get into combined sciences,
I've got a humans and a science to back up for my l1r5 :]
And that I'd be able to go to a JC, have a future! :D
sheesh gotta remind myself to remain postive.
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AAAH crap I shall go find booklist and buy books and start preparing.
PLUS THO HELP ME PHOTOCOPY HOMEWORK.
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On a random note, the song I Will Be has chalked up memories, pleasant ones.
Ones that I wouldn't mind it replaying over and over.
And as Aliah said:
The watery eyes,
The genuine smile,
And a hug.
I've told you before,
Love makes the world go round.
Well, at least it makes mine.
I know that I practically copied her whole post, but any word less and it wouldn't be enough
to express how I felt. C:
And I realise that at times I may sound les, esp these kinda things, but I can assure you I'm not.
Though I don't have a bf. I'm STRAIGHTTT. HAHAHHAHA :D
7:20 PM