Just back from the doc, turns out I've got the flubug.Should be able to go for laoshi's performance tomorrow though.

And Becks, I would love to waltz with you! HAHAHA we can waltz together.
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It's sort of a joy to be bloghopping, see what others feel, and it's all been emo-posts these days. Mostly about C and Is, how I agree with ger.. How it never seems to be enough. We're all trying, yet the expectation bar raises as we progress. Motivation, perhaps. Though too much of putting-down damages the confidence too.

And it's times like this when I really wonder why praises and smiles are so difficult to give to others, when they don't cost a penny.

Okay, I should probably stop this emo-ing too.
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Beverly Hills 90210 is niceeeeee :]

Just had another Falcon meeting, though all meetings seem to be much more of a bonding session. Maggi mee and pizza for lunch, yumyum :]

After that songs, movie, then all went home. Accomplished a few things.
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Don't know whether to go for dance tomorrow, I'm still unwell, thinking that's it's tonsilitis(spelling??).

Whole neck + head feels super unwell, I guess we'll just have to see how things go tomorrow?
EEKS I hate being unwellllll.

Plus I really wanna go for laoshi's performance on Saturday, make sure I'll be well enough to go by then!Which isn't really a long time :/
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've been in the waltzing mood these past few days, what with HSM3's Can I Have This Dance and Lifehouse's Me and You stuck in my head. I wanna learn waltz! :]Shall convince my mum to let me go for dance courses in the hols :]Soon,soon.

Clique's BBQ, IDK whether I can go! Parents think I'm getting out of hand, tightening their reins, feel so restrained esp when I see other people going out more often than I can probably ever have. The last go-outing was on the last day of school, and even that wasn't a proper one. Yet they say that I've been going out too often, I don't really see how.Ah, whatev.Can't be bothered since every small mistake I make seems to make another volcano within erupt. Facing the same thing everyday, I can't say I'm used to this, but neither am I totally caught off-guard with the sudden eruption.
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HHAHA OMGG MSN-ING XINHUI IS HILARIOUS.
Monday, i'm gonna take it as an outing with MSP students, not some test thingy. IDC.

XDDDDD
Toodles!

You may not know this but thank you for identifying all the problems that were in the deep murky water, problems that we knew was there but didn't have a clue as to what it was. Now that you've set your target, we'll work towards it. To make you proud :]

ILY. :D

Watched Twitches Too yesterday, and OMGGGG Chris Gallinger! :D
Hmm I couldn't find a nicenice pic of just him alone, so this shall have to do for now :]




hurhur yes OMGGGG isn't he so cute!

HAHA okay this is one of those gaga moments, I assure you.
XD

Okay people, brace yourselves, cos here comes the tag reply! (which I expect shall mostly be about Zac Efron, hurhur.)
HAHA I make it sound like I have a lot of tags to reply. Leena shall be like, "Mardiana! Then mine leh!" HAHAHAHA :] That girl's more popular, so more taggs. HAHA hers are like 15 over people to reply. Poor Leena.HAHAH :D

Brenda
HAHA okayokay! :]


Leena
NONONO. HAHA hot pink dress for YOU! reserved for you, only you! (:
HAHA and awwwww I know I very sweeeeet right! HAHAHAHA XD

Zeeeeeeeee
HSM 3 ROCKS SOCKS OFF! :]HAHAHA YEAHHHHH.

Rebecca
Aiyohhh you! HAHA at least I don't hyperventilate! We'll have to get Wan Ping to sit with you in the cinema and arm herself with paper bag in case you hyperventilate when you see Zac Efron. HAHA and if they do have that law, he'll be the first few to get caught :] And thanks for the second tag!

Aliah
HAHAHA yes we were sitting one row behind them! (: AND OMGGG NOOOO ZAC EFRON DID NOT RUIN THE MOVIEEEEEEE.hahahha yesyes Rebecca shall kill you :]HAHAH and don't jengjengjeng me! hahahah can't help it! :D

Jin Rong
HAHA you haven't watched it yett! I bet you'll fall head over heels with it once you've watched it :]

Dayna/ Platypus!
HAHA when did this platypus turned into Santa Claus, hohoho-ing? HAHAHAHA owl goes hoothoothoot! :] I'll give you your letter asap okay! :]

Xin Hui
SEEEE! i told you you'd go SEEEEEE.HAHA you know karate? I laughhhh. Who's the one who scared of the ball go and shun the ball during soccer hurhhhh? HAHA see your convincing skills are POORRRR hahha no wonder ahma turned into anti dbsk fan! awwwwwww D:

OH YAY I'm done.

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Random thoughts:

"My com's on the verge of breakdown, took me 20 over restarts before my laptop returned to normal :/"

"Falcon's progressing with their campfire item, jiayous Falcon! Make sure we put in our best, so we'll be proud of the outcome no matter what it is (:"

"I WANT TO GO OUTTTT WITH MANYMANYMANY PEOPLE"

"6A GATHERING!"

"BEN AND JERRYs!"

haha okay I've got more but it's gonna be super long so I'll end here.

OHPLUSPLUS.

After seeing the Mirotic mv, AAAAH I know I'd probably get murdered but I prefer Yunho and Changmin! Esp since now changmin is SUPER SHUAI, no longer the cute one.hurhur I bet Jemima's gonna come after me with a chopper if she sees this.HAHAHAHA :]

I know it's been like, three days since school has ended, but I've been so caught up with COALs and stuff that I neglected the goodbyes. So I'm gonna take this chance to post it, for all the people who've made my daily life in school much more enjoyable, live-able.Y'all have all added colours to my once black-and-white school life :]

Plus like Leena PokPok, I don't have photos of anybody in this com(I'm using my mum's lappie!), so please search for your name! :]

XINHUI!

Thank you for always being there for me when I needed to rant, tell you what's happened, you're possibly the only one who knows what's truly happening in my life, not just in school :] Thank you for being such a good secret-keeper, and though there were times that I really wanted to smack you, there were manymany more moments when I thank god for letting me have such a good friend.Thank you for always disturbing me and purposely going against me in terms of my celebrity choices, it was fun to "debate" with you. Hmm you made me fall in love with Junsu, I'll bet you go,"SEE!"Haha I think we really bonded only this year, didn't we? Hopefully we'll get into the same classes next year, & we'll always remain the bestest of friends okay! Rmb to wear the rings! :] ILY!
♥♥♥♥♥


LEENA!

Hurhur POKPOK! I'm really gonna miss the times when you make classes much more fun and enjoyable cos you're not afraid to speak up, all the jokes, the stories, the walkwalks and you for being there if I needed to. Finally got that hugg on the last day of school! HAHA finally see POKPOK hug somebody.Hopefully we'll get into the same class next year, and make sure we go for more walkwalks okay! :] Plusplus you can always come for ________ to see __________! :] HHAHAAH shhhh. & we'll still get to eat Macs together, and plus there's clique recesses every wednesday next year, no? haha then i'll be the last one to sit and leave again.hurhur. Plus the unglam photos, omggg *dig hole and hide face* HAHA they must nevernever appear on the internet! or anywhere else :] HAHA anw I'll miss you lots, love you truckloads! :]
♥♥♥♥♥

CASSANDRA THO!
It's been fun to constantly gang up with Xinhui to tease you about____, and recently to gang up with Isabel to go against______. :] Those times, I'll miss a lot. Sorry for not making it to all the sleepovers so far, though one day I'm sure I'll be able to make it! We must still have the recesses and everything okay! I'll miss all the times when you me and Leena would walkwalk, all your stories and your animated actions and all. ILY, & I'll miss you! :]
♥♥♥♥♥

HAFIZAH!
TABLE PARTNER! Though I'm not very sure if you'll see this, I'm still gonna type it out :] I'll miss the times when you tell me your daily life. It's so interesting! Like a movie. Haha and I'll remember the times when you made me worry for your life and stuff, but somehow I know you'd be okay. For decorating, for punchholing, for all the laughter, for being stared at by teachers only when it was both of us who talked, thank you & I'm truly gonna miss those times. :] I think there's a low chance we'll be in the same class next year, I'm gonna miss having such a wonderful table partner :] ILY!
♥♥♥♥♥


Okay, so I was interrupted yesterday as I had to rush off to some convention, really really sorry! :]
So, I shall continue:

ISABEL!
Behind me partner! Hmm you've had fun poking me with the pen, pulling my hair no? HAHA well i'm certainly gonna miss those times too. If we're not in the same class next year, then there'll be nobody to disturb me! And to gang up with to go against Xinhui. And to side with to irritate Xinhui also. Huhur it'll definitely be less fun. D: Next year I'll choppp you for study dates okay! and of course for normal go out-dates also :] ILY!
♥♥♥♥♥

TIAN QI!
AH MA! :] I guess I can't disturb you next year already, can I? No more umbrellas and Mayellas and Ellavators and Fruitellas. D: Unless she comes back! :] HAHA then of we're in different classes I'll make sure I'll run over to yours and tease you about it :] I'm gonna miss you!
♥♥♥♥♥

JOLENE SAW!
Thank you for all the encouragements, cos you're perhaps the only one who's realised that I've got a low self esteem :] You made me gain back my confidence for dance, thank you! :] I'll still be able to see you in dance next year, and hopefully we'll both be able to participate in SYF! Thank you for always suggesting that we come early before dance to practise, it has definitely helped :] ILY!
♥♥♥♥♥

GERALDINE!
hurhur I have no idea how I'm related to you, all I know is that Tian Qi is my ah ma. :] And omggg haha I am not the one who's Jamie-ang-ing! HAHAHAHA Both our new found passion has been COALs,no?Hurhur I'll miss the times during SELC where we'll tsktsk that Hafitoot for being such a natural Minah :] I'll miss you!
♥♥♥♥♥

CASSANDRA TEO/MONITRESS!
MONITRESS! hmmm I think I only got to know you better this year, no? HAHA I'll miss the times when you make fun of my table and behind me partners, then they'll hmph-ing and I'll be laughing. Plus all the jokes and everything, and for managing our class so well till sometimes you're on the verge of insanity. Everytime you'd have to go,"Eh hurry up! Mardiana faster!" haha I'll miss those times :] Carry on being the excellent leader that you are okay! I'm sure you'll be able to become OAL, future monitress again and even NCC head! :]
♥♥♥♥♥

WHOOOOSH, and it's done! I'll probably see most of you all during dragon boating yeah? And of course we MUST have Clique outings during the holidays okay!

Hmm, I better post this cos my com's on the verge of crashing.

There's been a whole debate over the whole Zac Efron thingy, so just for the record, I'm going with Rebecca! HAHHAHA you can't deny that he looks awfully cute in that tux :]

I've lost my train of thoughts, so I'll pause here. For now :]

I guess to dwell on it isn't really helping, it's making all of us feel stressed and frustrated instead.Perhaps we've given our best, yet to find out it wasn't enough, but at least we've given our best, haven't we? :]

So now Falcons, let's make sure we give it our best shot at Dragonboating and Coals, and regardless of the outcome be proud of ourselves for at least putting in the effort. I'm sure it will pay off :]

ANYWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY;

Went to watch HSM 3 with dancers today!* I hear Rebecca hyperventilating*
HAHA met all the nice nice OALs there, though we didn't talk.
Sat a row behind them, and sorta met them again at PS later?hurhur.

Anyway, HSM 3 was SWEEEEEEEEEET! :]
Loved it like.....aaah can't find a word.
I FEEL LIKE WALTZING! hurhur make twists, turns and dance :D

ohoh, tag replies cos they're A LOT.

Leena POK!
HAHA youuuuu don't anyhow say! Somehow it's all gone already, so you don't awww awww okay! HAHAHAH and why siannn! you can go practise your dance! :]

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Umm, who's this?omgg please don't commit suicide.be optimistic! SMILE! :]

Jin Rongy
Aiyohhh JinRongy it isn't as simple as it seems! You can't simply forget about it and move on, it'll be exactly like what you said at the Bridge. :/ And somehow, I don't really think there's much of a conflict already. What was needed to be said has already been said.

Mere
ummm Mere isn't it a bit open here? But yes I do agree with you on the part that we have to become stronger and pace the Falcons to fly! :]

Aliah
HAHA are we? hmm I have different views on this.CHEER UP OKAY! we're doing fine! :]

Gerger
Haha sorta cheer up alr! :] Yes, Falcon'll be fine :D

XinHui
You cheer up too okay! :]you and your jinagaboerin-.-

Rebecca!
HAHA are you hyperventilating now? Don't okay! hahaha TUX, YESSS! OMGGG SO CUTEXZXXZZX! HAHAHAHA and thank you for being there for me if I needed, ILY! X3333333333333

Brenda!
HAHA i think somebody needs to smack me, cos I haven't planned anything XP

I really hope you're reading this, I really do cos you need to know that Falcon does care about you.

To know that you've so much faith in us, yet due to so much internal conflict we've let you down greatly, I feel bad.And yet, you haven't lost faith in us. I'm sorry, we're sorry, for all the dissapointments that we've brought, all the problems and worrying and crying and tearing that we've brought, but you need to know that we're gonna get it sorted, and come back stronger.

And this time, I'm going to help make sure that we do not disappoint you yet again, during the camp. You held back, just to make it enjoyable for us, and I believe that each and every Falcon knows, despite all the problems.

To know that we ruined it all, for us, for you, and to leave it there to be history, it truly felt like a great disappointment to me. It could've been better, more enjoyable and yet we didn't make it, no words can express how I feel.

To think that all that's happened, and your disappointment in us is greater, I'm really sorry.
And I know that it isn't going to help much, but if I could I'd say sorry a million times to make it just a little better I would. I really feel like going to apologise tomorrow, but I'm afraid that those apologies would be useless when we dissapoint you yet again. So we're gonna come back strong, and do you proud.

Yes I admit I'm weak in the heart, perhaps it's because I feel for the instrutors, their dissapointments in us, I feel for Falcons, they've put in so much hard work yet it never seems to be up to standard. It's like a dance performance gone awry, and everybody feels disappointed though we've all put in the hard work.The choreographer, the dancers, the backstage people. ALL OF THEM.

And so I hope that you do know that Falcon cares, Falcons admire you for putting on that brave front, for taking so much to smile, even if it was a forced smile, for tolerating us, for guiding us, for all the effort that you've put in, for all the negative points you pointed out to us, for all the encouragements that you gave.

I'M SORRY,& (I)WE DO LOVE YOU, (I)WE'LL DO YOU PROUD, FALCON'S HONOUR!

Nothing seems to be able to cheer me up again, except probably to see you smile, one that's from the inside. :/

And how I agree with Aliah, so so so much.
Please don't let it be just the few of us who truly understand. Please.

So many things happened today;

group had thrashing session that ended halfway cos of CCA, and things are pretty awkward. :/you
Though ties are strained now, I guess it was pretty necessary cos' these were problems that the group was trying to avoid, hold it off for as long as possible, and now everything's out. I sorta expected this to be coming, but better now than during the actual thing, when we'll be seeing each other every min, sec, hour for three days now won't it? Clear everything out now.

And just like how BFFs bond to be even closer after a big fight that occurs super rarely, I hope that we'll come back again, bonded and better than before. Make sure we do, okay? Ride this through.And yes, I know it was pretty unpleasant :/.

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I'm surprised at your judgement, seriously from our point of view there's nothing to like? but ahwells it's your choice.Now don't say I didn't warn. :/
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Msn-ing Rebecca now, she's SUPER FUNNY.

HAHAH no I'm not going to turn les you! HAHAHHHAHA.

Rebecca says:
OMG YAY (:

Rebecca says:
did you see his pics?

♥Mar [Make sure we get through this.] says:
haha and you don't love me?(something with Beck's ps!)

Rebecca says:
IN HIS TUX?

♥Mar [Make sure we get through this.] says:
awww D:

Rebecca says:
ahhhh

♥Mar [Make sure we get through this.] says:
hhahaah

♥Mar [Make sure we get through this.] says:
I WANT TO SEEEEEEE

♥Mar [Make sure we get through this.] says:
HAHHAA

Rebecca says:
hahaha, of course, marr's number one!

hurhur of course there's more but I'm not going to show! :]HAHAHAH YAYE awww IL Rebecca too.HAHAHA.

PLATYPUS! owl owes you a letter which she shall be writing later.HAHA youngyoung owl! :]

Today's the last day of BTC, and I guess everything that can go wrong will go wrong,hmm.
Had an emotional group debrief, but then the Friendship dance made every one cheer up a bit (:

After that Aliah sang I Will Be, and Mere started crying again, I teared. :X
Then group hugg, more encouraging stuff this time, teared again.Rebecca teared too! hurhur.
Then campfire songs, LOVEEEEEEE.

Hmm, and background voice for Linger, made me go whoa.(:
SHE CAN SING MANXZXZZXXZ LIKE OMGGGGG times 10millionbilliongazillionmonkeyllion.
HAHA I WANT TO HEAR AGAIN!'dk whyyy. (:

After that group hugged again! :] Or more like we attacked the instructors.hurhur.

Hmmm, I realise I can't really describe what happened today, the most memorable parts were probably group hugs, campfire songs. :] When the instructors were non-instructor-y I guess. :]

After that saw OAIs at PP Macs, so awkwarddd.Leena says I'm too uptight over the whole BTC thingy, taking after school life as BTC. :O Haha I hope the wave wasn't disrespectful! It wasn't meant to be. >< and OMGGG sec two netballers*smacks head* haha Swie en and Min shall probably know why (:

Anyway, overall:
I'm gonna miss the Falcon instructors, every single one of them, (esp Instructor Kathleen, Instructor Li Bing and Instrutor Yvonne!) alotlotlotlot.Yes it's true, despite all the scoldings and dissapointments that Falcon has brought to the instructors.
And words aren't enough to express how I truly am gonna miss them :/


I'm probably not gonna miss the Falcons so much?
Since we're gonna meet up pretty often. I'm expecting meetinggggs! (:


I LOVE FALCONS, no matter how emotional/lame we are, and I LOVE FALCON INSTRUCTORS! :]

BTC update again! hurhur :]

Today's knots and lashing application was HORRENDOUS, the whole Basha thingy.
So many problems, yet we still survived. Packed into the small tent(our fault!) was so ****ing hot, like some sauna. For those who were at the bottom and had soil soaked shirts, sorry and thank you!

After that was red cross, MUCHMUCH more interesting, though I was somewhat a failure.NOSEBLEED.Haha I thought it was common sense for you to breathe through your mouth when you're having a nosebleed?ahwells, hurhur.

I LIKE THE CARRYING PART! haha felt like cheerleading, dk why :]

Anyway after that was CAMPFIREE SONGS! haha I LOVE :]
I think the instructors were thinking there was something wrong with me, kept mouthing stuff to LEENA POKPOK.Then they said alternate, and then:

Leena: MARDIANA!
me:LEENAAAA!
haha so I sat beside Leena pokky and Sharianty.hahhaah SUPER FUN. :]
*hmmm i just realised this sounds super wrong and les but we're not okay! besides, leena has bel low already, and is having affair with hafitoot.HAHAHAHAHA*

Anyway after that tried(unsuccessfully D:) to make __________laugh, but she seeems to have a full bank of lame jokes already.If it were msn, I'd bet her emoticon be -.- x 10000000000000000.
HAHA FALCONS! :]We survive on lame jokes, OMGG I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHING.HAHHAHHA.

then debrief, then TA DAAAAAAAA i'm home.HURHUR.

Tomorrow's the last day of BTC, Falcons we'll do our best, make it an enjoyable and memorable(in a good way!) and make our instructors proud okay! Don't let Falcon go out in a sizzle when it came out with a bang :]


X333333333FALCONS & INSTRUCTORS! :]

Just had Falcon meeting/bonding session(haha it seemed more like the latter),

Falcon's are the sweetest things.
So are the Falcon instructors! :]

haha we're meeting up almost everyday, I'm sure our hard work shall pay off!(eg.we're bonded!:])

Aliah made me fall in love with I Will Be, hahaha she's so like Saranya! X333333

I owe Jinrongy an apology! Hope you're seeing this :]
HAHA sorry sorry okay! hurhur couldn't help it :)
I'll try not to say next time already!hurhur.
oh plus sorry cos I like I Will Be better.hahahaa I bet jinrongy shall go,"Whatever!"HAHAH
X33333333333333

hmm next I'm thinking of Meredith, and somehow it makes me feel like going awwwww Meredith :) to her. HAHAHHA Falcons know why right! HAHAHA.

So many forfeits amounted when I didn't come, yet all for one and one for all, so I'm willing to do the forfeits! :D now let's hope they'll be accepted

HMMMMMMM.manymany things undonee crappy crappy I need to practice on my twine my knots and lashing skills and first aid are rotting away I shall dieeee on Monday.
I just realised I've been half hearted about many stuff, where'd my postivity go to?
positivepositivepositve.they're humans, just like us and they have feelings too.
Okay, I'm feeling muchmuchmuch more positive now.

Seems like only Gerger noticed that I wasn't in school yesterday, why only herrrr? SO SAD.HAHAHAHA.

Stayed at home cos of some contagiosu virus thingy that I had, which equates to on off fever plus flu plus sore throat plus whole body aching like crappp.

At night received the Falcons' messages, made me worried like shittt. :/
Until now I still haven't gotten the full story, but I believed that the Falcons bonded, and cheer up no matter how bad it was yesterday, okay? i wanttt that group hugg! maybe during campfire :] haha okay waitwait MUST MUST MUST have one at campfire :]

FALCONS,FLY! :]
we shall all become high-soaring flying Falcons together okay! :]
♥Falcons,♥Falcon instructors! :]

Had dance in the morning, today is Amanda (Low)'s birthday!So a quick and short shoutout.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA~!
You're the best senior/captain a dancer/junior could ever have, thank you for being so patient with us always!Have a wonderful birthday, smileeee always! :]
xoxo.

Anyway after dance went to PP macs to have Falcon meeting, then headed off to Farrer Park to get necessary stuff. FALCONS ARE THE LOVEEEEEEEEEEEE.HAHAHA Aliah reminded me of a rockstar today, don't know why.LOL. Three out of four forfeits thought, yet this time I'm not confident that even one can work. :/

Anyway went through Campfire songs, everybody lovess it.HAHA hopefully it's gonna be awesomeee.I'm sure it will be!:]

Hmmmmmmmm.Can't really describe the wholeee thing, except that overall it was super fun! HAHA felt a bit like dancers' outing, dk why.

Tomorrow, gosh.I feel so unprepared and I'm falling ill.Should I go?
eeeeeeks i hate the before BTC feeling.roarrrrrroarrrroarr okay now i'm super boredd.

I shall go be a good girl, rewrite my notes for tomorrow's BTC since they're in a mess and using chicken's handwriting.

HAHA okay I shall warn that this is gonna be about COALs since 70%(or more) of my daily life currently is COALs.

Random thoughts about COALs:
-Had second session today, but by today I guess all of our views on the Instructors have changed?hurhur.
-COALs drains me, I come home wishing I can go plop on the bed except I stink like some piggg.
-The whole greeting thing is confusing, wierddding me outtt.
-Played touch rugby today, I cannot play for NUTS. I cannot rock climb for nuts and do abseiling for nuts too.HHAHAHA.Panicked then fumbled like crazy for commands,hurhur. ><
JinRongy says when I'm talking to insrtructors I look like I'm gonna cry.HAHAH do I?aiyohh I have no idea why too.
-Did forfeit today, OMGGGXXZ it was super les and cute and funny and embarrassing and enjoyable.HAHAHHAHAHA we should do something that is super les and cute and funny and enjoyable for our next forfeit?HAHA les and gay things are always amusingggg.HAHAAHHA.[get it right, we're perfect STRAIGHT people though!hahaha]

FALCON is so bonded, I love FALCONS!
*haha omggg it's reminding me of the forfeit*

*Dear Instructors, will you be our instructors, now and forever?*
*Yes we do!*

HAHA okay isn't english-ly correct but you get the meaning.HAHAHA

GOOOOOOOO FALCONS!(and Falcon instructors!)

HAHA I realise that the recent posts have been about COALs, so change of topic today! :D

Went out with Tho and XH after school, lunch at KFC, saw kaixiang.hurhur he couldn't recognize me! Perhaps cos I looked super messy.HAHAHA.

Anyway after that walked like for 5mins, then GOT RINGSSS! :]
HAHA YAYA i chose one with puma carvings, I LOVEE.

after that went home! OMGG, tomorrow.

OMGGG random shoutout, but I want to say that I LOVE FALCONS, I love FALCON instructors :]

GOOOOOO FALCONS!

now don't let it change.please.

HAHA YAY reason why I love my P6 class! :]

12 Oct 08, 00:59
mar: HAHHA omggg what is all this about cf muacks-ing you! haha since when did we have gays.HAHAHA omgg i loveee your teacher! haha

11 Oct 08, 05:04
wenshan: monkey face! today my bday! wad u suppose to say ah? ROLF... <3<3<3<3 unknow number of muaks.... LOL

9 Oct 08, 04:50
Marisa ;): eee! did chengfei 'muacks' you?! LOL

8 Oct 08, 20:12
Wenshan: wtf? u still got face to say??

8 Oct 08, 10:03
wenshan: psps, long time nvr come online... haha... so long nvr c u, hw to be bro?? linked

7 Oct 08, 23:44
CHERINE(:: wahhhhh-jealousjealousjealous! *pouts*! 10 cm:x and your teacher is uber cute(: haha

6 Oct 08, 03:39
rima: (cherine, it's glasSes) AH! i miss you loads, son. =)

6 Oct 08, 00:13
CHERINE(:: ZOMG-cheng fei sounds like totally gayXD and you look crazy as ever, esp with those whacky "glases":D haha! Life's good for me, how's yours?(:

4 Oct 08, 21:29
chengfei: hoho... so nice to see you!!! haha... miss you sia! muacks

HAHA i swear I felt like laughing when I saw this but I couldn't cos I've guests over now and they'd probably think I'm crazyyy.HAHAH

OMGG I have officially fallen in love with the Falala song! :]
Who has the song senddd me pleaseeee :D
If you wanna, falalalala with me, then let's go 8D

Made another friendship go awryy, sheesh myself.Then again, I CANNOT bear with people who take every single thing seriously, so I guess this was sorta expected?haha*shrugs*whatever.
Though it is gonna be pretty awkwardd. >< crapp luhhh.

It's gone full-swing COALs, half nervous half excited?hahaha.
Leena pok, FALCON SHALL RULEEEEEEEEEE.HAHHAHAHAHA.
Must follow Ger and respect the instructors, instead of fearing them.OMGGG i have no idea why i'm afraid too. :X

Gonna listen to 987fm tomorrow @ 6.45am, SHOUTOUT! :]
yayyayyay.HAHAHA

I want XH, Leena, and tho here right now, I have no idea why.Oh plus I want a hugg from tho and izni too.hurhur.

CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW! GOOOOOOOO FALCON! :]

Anyway the link problem I've fixed it already, so haha ohmy oopsie for the error! XD

Jam packed last few days, most were fun though! :]
Had first COALs meeting, I neeeed to get used to the serious atmosphere. (the whole UG way)
>< But I think I'm gonna enjoyy it! :]

Open House today, absolute LOVEEEEEEEEE! Had so much fun walking around barefooted,haha.
Going first floor if I was bored with second floor then going up again if I was bored.
Collected most of the souvenirs, haha YAY I loveeee :]

Plus where's the photooo Jin Rong! hahaha.

These few days is gonna be all about COALs, I'm afraid that I'll neglect dance :/

I had a lot to blog about, but maybe it's tiredness that I've suddenly forgotten what I wanted to type. Hurhur, if I remember then I'll blog again I guess :]

HAHAHAHAH I just read my friendster comments, and Leena & Lee made me laugh.
They made my day/night after all the bad things that happened today, and when I nearly made myself believe that this was the worst day ever.

I bet they don't even know it till they see this.
Hurhur love you two truckloads luhh. These two always make my day :]

HAHA okay now to show you what they wrote:

Lee!
Posted 10/6/2008 8:44 pm
HAHAHA MARDIANA!!! ARE YOU THINKING WHAT IM THINKING?!?!?! ok i think you are. DONT SAY IT OUT LOUD! :O


Mar
10/6/2008 9:16 pm
HAHAH YES I'm thinking what you're thinking!HAHHA okay hushh.

Leena
Posted 10/7/2008 11:21 am
Haha omg lee is retarded. HAHA she is thinking about NNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOORAAAAHHHHHH. Haha if anyone can figure it out. Hmm obviously you go hip hop what! (: Hehehe

Lee!
Posted 10/7/2008 10:21 pm
LEENA THANKS FOR ANNOUNCING ON MARDIANAH'S FRIENDSTER.
IM GONNA KILL YOU NOW.
*coughs* effing bean *coughs*

OIIIIII!!!!
THURSDAY&FRIDAY TRAINING YOU GOING OR NOT?!
msg me ah!

Lee!
Posted 10/7/2008 10:22 pm
eh whoops. i just realize there's no 'h' in mardiana. or is there? i dknow!!! great now she's gna kill me.

Lee!
Posted 10/7/2008 10:11 pm
I AM GONNA CHOP LEENA'S BOOBS OFF NOW. ehhh take frisbeeeeee HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Leena
Posted 10/8/2008 5:55 pm
Haha okay she killed me today. but who cares!! haha. Tsk tian qi choose soccer for me :P

And haha you were there long long long ago, mardiana! I am gonna film you dancing this sat :P

HAHA okay these comments were taken from mine, Leena's and Lee's friendsters.Guess which comment's on whose. HAHHAHA

X3333333333333333333333

Some part of me knew that this would be coming, but why do I still feel so disappointed :/
Guess I'm not that hyped up for Open House anymore, cos it's gonna be a usual day. Yes, you'll probably see me there, but not in the way you expected(I guess)?
It's like a bottomless pit forming, inside.
And after everything that happened today, I've lost the motivation, the confidence to carry on, and no, it's not just because of Open House.
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I guess today started off well, but ended badly.
And i'm only looking half-forward to tomorrow. :/

Where's the shoulder I needed to cry on;
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Okay I need to stop thinking of this and moveeee on to happier thoughts.
More group outings, shopping for ring, 6A'06 gathering :]

I'm watching Gossip Girl now, ever since everybody's been saying that it's an awesome show & that it's addictive. Hurhur, yes it is.

byebye (:

edited.//

HAHA i forgot to say yesterday that I prefer Junsu more, so that Isabel and Jemima won't come after me. HAHA his Dolphin impressions are cuteeeee :]

Saranghaeyo, 준수 oppa! :D
HAHAHHA

Plus my LOVELYYY reputation has been ruined, no thanks to Leena Pok and Onion Tho and Li Xin Hui.
Hurhur, revengeeeee.
haha nah i'm just joking.Maybe?

HAHAHA can't wait for open houseee :]

HAHA Isabel's gonna go, eheh!don't snatch my Yunho! SHOOO after she sees this, but haha this is truely gonna be a random shoutout! (plus that I just like them cos of the dramas, so not counted as a real fan.Same as tho!)HAHA

Saranghaeyo Yunho Oppa!

Saranghaeyo Junsu Oppa!

Saranghaeyo Changmin Oppa!

Haha okay it's only gonna be these three cos I'm not much of a fan of the other two. :]
HAHAHHAHAHA

Had MSP oral today, it's a confirm fail already.Ah, heck.

PS.I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S WRONG WITH LEENA PORN CLUB,KEEPS GOING ONLINE THEN OFFLINE AND DOESN'T REPLY MY MSNs. -.-

HAHAHAHA anyway had dance for a short while today! Nice to sweat it out and do something I love.I shan't be saying what we're gonna do so as not to spoil the surprise! :] But please gogogo if you all can okay? It's gonna be amazing :]
hahaha YAY dancers are loveee.♥

After that went to Plaza Sing with Tho, XH and Jemima, that Tho dress up until so nice! HAHA for who to see ahs?HAHAH awww :] Took many many photos but they are supposedly with XH who has problms uploading. -.- HAHA meetings with the three of them are always fun, with so many child-like (not childish, different!) moments.HAHAHA.pictures shall tell all! :]

Slept like super long at home after that, feeling super refreshed now.hurhur.Can't wait for open house, for more outings, for COALs, for SYF, for manymany more things.

HAHA XH just sent me this photo, one only.(so far!)



I'm probably gonna get murdered on Wednesday, but this is totally worth it.
HAHAHHAHAH.

My social life hasn't returned to me yet, how Leena!
My social life right now includes, going out with family, and staying at home spoiling my eyes with the computer and challenging my brother to Bookworm-.-

Plusplus, I want another clique outing before school reopens!
Cos once school does reopen, all of us'll be busy with CCA, open house, COALs, and whatnots.
So pleasepleaseplease one moreee! :]

Plus plus to all 6A people:
PLEASPLEASPLEASE let us(me, cher and marisa) know if you all want a gathering!So we can plan something out if you all want to :]

OPEN HOUSE!
zommg we haven't had any dance practices yet, I'm beginning to worry that the Sec2s might not be performing at Open House, I don't want!I want all dancers to perform, hope that it'll be possible!Scissors glue and manymany other stuff on Monday, can't waittt :]

Just bloghopped for a bit, I find it amazing for some people to type in such small words, type looong loooong post and the words blend in with the background, which equates to: I CANNOT READ WHAT YOU'RE TYPING.
So mostly I just skip these blogs 8D

Sheesh, I'm craving for B & J's Chunky Monkey! Plus Apple Crumble.
Haha anybody who can give me those two and I'll lovee you to bits and pieces :]
Those two are heavenlyyy.Yumyum, hungry thinking of it especially since I haven't had breakfast.

Eeeks, breakfast anyone?

EXAMS ARE OVER! OMG YAY the freedom to go crazy.

Maths was manageable today, I have hopes of getting an A1! :]

After felt so much like screaming out to the world, but thank gosh I didn't if not it'd be so embarrasssing.People would think I'm nuts or something.

Went out with clique after that to eat at Swensens cum celebrate Leena's birthday, so much fun and laughter.

"Leena! You promised to watch House Bunny with me!"

"Hurr! Where got!"

"No, Leena promised to watch with me this Saturday!Right Leena!"

"OH YES! SATURDAY AH!*gives a mini high five in an over-excited way*"

"HAHA OKAY then I go with you!"

"Wah, self invitation one ah?"

"Skin so thick?!?one metre ah?"

HAHA guess who said what.

And later we were all laughing(quietly!) when we watched the staff counting all the coins, and the manager staring at us.HAHAHAHHA.

After that they went to East Coast Park, and me and XH went to watch House Bunny.It was hilariousss.ZOMMGGG so much bimboticness!HAHAHAHHA super funny.Plus XH has learnt her lesson of not sitting beside Cedarians, ends up having four guys sitting next to her in the end! XP

And now I'm home, blogging although I'm super duper late for my tuition. :/

6A gathering, COALs,_______,open house, SYF, and many other fun stuff are on my mind now, zomggg can't wait. :]

Just gone through_____paper, and I still think Cedar sets the highest standards.Which equates to me not having enough practice for Maths tomorrow.

AND i'm watching DBSK videos.Unforgettable Love series, HAHAHAHHA.I was laughing like shitxzxz when I watched it.

Okay byebye.

I realise that I don't post lyrics often, but this song is reallyreally nice! :]
Go take a listen!

On the Line-Demi Lovato feat. Jonas Brothers

I didn’t wanna say, I’m sorry, for breaking us apart.
I didn’t wanna say, it was my fault, even though I knew it was.
I didn’t wanna call, you back, ‘cuz I knew that I was wrong.
Yeah I knew, I was wrong.

One in the same, never to change.
Our love was beautiful.
We got it all, destined to fall.
Our love was tragical.
Wanted to call, no need to fight.
You know I wouldn’t lie.
But tonight, we’ll leave it on the line.

Listen baby.
Never would’ve said forever, if I knew we’d end so fast.
Why did you say, “I love you”, if you knew that it wouldn’t last?
Baby I just can’t hear what you’re saying.
The line is breaking up.
Or is that, just us?
Or is that just us?!

One in the same, never to change.
Our love was beautiful.
We got it all, destined to fall.
Our love was tragical.
Wanted to call, no need to fight.
You know I wouldn’t lie.
But tonight, we’ll leave it on the line.

Try to call again and get in your mailbox.
Like a letter left unread.
Apologies are often open ended,
but this one’s better left unsaid.

One in the same, never to change.
Our love was beautiful.
We got it all, destined to fall.
Our love was tragical.
Wanted to call, no need to fight.
You know I wouldn’t lie.
But tonight, we’ll leave it on the line.
We’ll leave it on the line.
(Yeah, oh yeah)
We’ll leave it on the line tonight

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Finally MSP paper's over and done with. It was quite manageable, everything should be alright.My dad gave me a prep talk on self confidence today cos I told him that I didn't have confidence for my msp.Haha, 10mins prep for one line. After that felt muchmuch more confident, and it turned out alright! So i'm keeping this positivity for tomorrow's Maths paper, pray that everything's gonna turn out well. :]

I can't wait for tomorrow's after Maths swensons, my mum as unwilling as she may be is also letting me go. *hopefully she doesn't changes her mind.* It's unpredicatable.HURHURHUR I can't wait!We all know why.

And I have no idea why I feel so mean, but I feel like laughing at the fact that we're gonna end our exams first.HAHAHAHHAHA.Okay I shall be nice and not laugh anymore. XD

After paper went to eat Macs with Yuwei, Jolene and Dhivya, and they said that I look like I have a boyfriend.-___- to this, seriously.HAHA do I really look like I have a boyfriend? :O Jolene and Yuwei and Dhivya kept insisting that I was lying and that I HAD a bf.-.-Don't have luhhh.Don't have one now too! haha maybe that's why my___ are so suspicious. :O

Okay, I should probably stop this slacking and leave it for tomorrow, DO MATHS! :]

Xinhui is right here with me now, staring as I type this into the blank space. We've been watching DBSK and JB videos all morning since she arrived, sheesh we seriously need to do msp.Maybe speak to each other in Malay?hurhur.

saya tak tahu!(XH)
Tapi mesti cakap Melayu!(HAHA OMGGG IDK if this is correct.)

Okay anyway. I shall declare that:

I THINK YUNHO IS COOOOL AND CAN DANCEEEEE!

HAHA i think Bel Low shall be very happy when she sees this.

XH: I THINK JAEJOONG IS SO COOOOOOOOL! HE IS SO CUTEE!

HAHAH I shall edit this post later to express my true thoughts on what XH says. :]

ANYWAY, OVERALL:

YUNHO AND CHANGMIN IS WAYYYYYYYYY UBERRRR COOOOOL.

//edited.
HAHA WTH JAEJOONG IS NOT COOL.
HE CAN'T DANCE-___-.

YAY FOR YUNHO AND CHANGMIN! :D