I really hope you're reading this, I really do cos you need to know that Falcon does care about you.

To know that you've so much faith in us, yet due to so much internal conflict we've let you down greatly, I feel bad.And yet, you haven't lost faith in us. I'm sorry, we're sorry, for all the dissapointments that we've brought, all the problems and worrying and crying and tearing that we've brought, but you need to know that we're gonna get it sorted, and come back stronger.

And this time, I'm going to help make sure that we do not disappoint you yet again, during the camp. You held back, just to make it enjoyable for us, and I believe that each and every Falcon knows, despite all the problems.

To know that we ruined it all, for us, for you, and to leave it there to be history, it truly felt like a great disappointment to me. It could've been better, more enjoyable and yet we didn't make it, no words can express how I feel.

To think that all that's happened, and your disappointment in us is greater, I'm really sorry.
And I know that it isn't going to help much, but if I could I'd say sorry a million times to make it just a little better I would. I really feel like going to apologise tomorrow, but I'm afraid that those apologies would be useless when we dissapoint you yet again. So we're gonna come back strong, and do you proud.

Yes I admit I'm weak in the heart, perhaps it's because I feel for the instrutors, their dissapointments in us, I feel for Falcons, they've put in so much hard work yet it never seems to be up to standard. It's like a dance performance gone awry, and everybody feels disappointed though we've all put in the hard work.The choreographer, the dancers, the backstage people. ALL OF THEM.

And so I hope that you do know that Falcon cares, Falcons admire you for putting on that brave front, for taking so much to smile, even if it was a forced smile, for tolerating us, for guiding us, for all the effort that you've put in, for all the negative points you pointed out to us, for all the encouragements that you gave.

I'M SORRY,& (I)WE DO LOVE YOU, (I)WE'LL DO YOU PROUD, FALCON'S HONOUR!

Nothing seems to be able to cheer me up again, except probably to see you smile, one that's from the inside. :/

And how I agree with Aliah, so so so much.
Please don't let it be just the few of us who truly understand. Please.